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zzZzzzz….

It’s now 4am.. and I am wide awake.. Haha.. Not sure if its due to the “Dark Mocha” I had at midnight while watching midnight movie or because I had a longgggg nap in the day.. (sampai sakit kepala)…

What should we write about tonight? Let’s just have a short entry for a start of 2013 .. As you may see, I have obviously updated “I’m part of Post a day 2013” & “I’m part of Post a Week 2013” .. Can i make it at least 1 entry per week? Let’s see.. :).. I’ve tries joining same effort on 2011 but as you can see (if you scroll\browse through my humble blog), it was not consistent.. hehe..

It has been a quiet 2012.. Mostly due to hectic work environment.. Work demand and (okay.. gotta admit) I was so damn lazy a bit lazy.. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ..

Nevertheless, 2012 has been a great year for me :).. Particularly career wise. No, I’m still not the CEO of a company.. nor that I am a big shot anywhere.. (keh keh).. But 2012 has provided me with an opportunity to learn more…Particularly on communication skills.

Nope.. Still not the best communicator, but I’ve learn a great deal about people in the whole year of 2012. Managing people was never easy.. Managing 10 machine might be very easy compared to managing 1 head.. Then try managing 10 heads.. and then they multiplies to 22.. Believe me, it was such a headache.. Every person with ten thousands various different behaviors. Within a short period of time, (due to certain circumstances) I forced myself to adapt to workload that multiplies in no time..( no no time is not waiting…Its a take it or leave it situation).

There were times where I was literally crying in front of my laptop while doing endless job..There were times I did not have any weekends break for whole month straight and only slept for few hours a day,just to adapt..It was crazy…Only God knows how terrible it was..But no, I’m not regretting any of it. Any hardship will not go without any benefit in the end.. So I believe…

As mentioned earlier, managing machine is not even half the effort needed to manage people. Being in a management team does not make you a popular ‘friend’.ย  Additional “allowance” comes with additional task and headache for sure.. :).. I learn that you can’t satisfy all, You can’t make people understand you..(at least not until they try your “shoe”)ย  and you just have to do what you believe is the best. Regardless of what people say. Believe in yourself!! You are accountable for your own judgement and not others.

Nearing the end of year 2012, I was offered a new job. I was reluctant to try at first as I thought I still have things to accomplish there. But after further thinking, I finally accepted the job offer. It’s a totally new job scope I’d say. For now it’s still early for me to ‘evaluate’ the job, but I do hope 2013 will be a better year and a more successful years ahead.

Good morning.. It’s now 4.45 am and I’ll try to force myself to sleep.. ๐Ÿ™‚

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Commitment issues

So i promised myself i will write daily… Then i update it daily for a few days.. And then daily becomes once every few days… And then i promised to write at least once a week….. And yet i broke the promise as well.. Does that count under commitment issue as well? ๐Ÿ˜›

I would say that that falls under commitment to self.. And maybe other readers (ade readers kah blog nih?) ahha.. ๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•ด…. Not too sure what i’ve been bz with lately..work? Don’t think so.. Social life? .. I doubt that too.. Plus.. Dearest cik Sahab sudah g Japan again.. And so minus one headcount to be my weekdays date partner.. Sighh.. Sahab.. I MISS YOU..

Talking about commitment, we will surely think about commitment with the “significant other”.. Sadly, come to think of it, the last time I commit to someone was like 10 years ago.. Wow!! Did not reallize that it was THAT longg.. In that 10 years, there are friends who fell in love, and then out of love.. And then in love again and then got married..and my longgg 10 years passed unnoticedly (ye ke?) hahah..

No no.. Not gonna go into details..as I will then feel pathetic and sice i’ve come to reallize that this “place” is sometimes (surprisingly!) visisted by many, I promised myself that I will then be less personal here and be more general.. ๐Ÿ™‚

There has been few issues lately with frens and all where this person was talking about finding the other half.. And there was other fren who talk about desperately needing a companion.. And here i am.. Smiling.. But then only god knows what is playing in my mind.. ๊ดœ์ž–์•„…! ๊ดœ์ž–์•„…! ๊ดœ์ž–์•„…!

If I said that I’ve come to the point where sometimes it crosses my mind that the other half does not exist, does that mean I have lost the faith as God’s servant?

Sigh… ๐Ÿ™‚

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Randoms

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I luv taking pictures..

Nahhh…. Not that pro like pix..(i’ve yet to have my own dslr :-P).. But randoms pix that i saw whenever where ever.. ;-)..

Used to carry around my compact cam just for the sake of it.. But now since now it’s easier to just take pix from my droid and the syraight away post it.. I do it more often now.. :-)..

So here are just some of it within the last few weeks..

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What is your idea of perfect Sunday…

Short entry… Sbb dh terlambat hehehe… What is your idea of perfect Sunday? For me that does not necessarily have an off day Sunday… I Would change it to my idea of perfect off day.. Hehheeh…

I think… If i get to spend my day going to the gym… Then if the off day happened to be weekdays, then maybe an outing session with frens who are free on weekdays would be great.. If just so happen its off day for families as wel.. Then i would probably like to spend some time with my little brother n sister and of course cousin. A nice movie with dinner or lunch woukd be great
.. At least once a month….

So what is ur idea of a perfect Sunday? Hehee… ๐Ÿ˜‰

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4Men…

Browsing for Secret Garden OST.. came upon a band (or I think its a band(really need to find about it later)) called 4Men.. and i remembered hearing theri song for “My Lady” ost as well.. ouh nice.. :).. since I’m in the U-Tube mood this morning, so i will just put the Vid here..

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Hong Gil Dong~~

It’s an old Drama that i just watched recently.. it’s a mixture of comedy in the beginning but ended with sad ending.. even so, i enjoyed the drama so much :).. it’s something similar to robin hood idea, but korean version hehehe …

Tae Yeon (ํƒœ์—ฐ) โ€“ If (๋งŒ์•ฝ์—) (Original Lyrics, Translated Lyrics, Romanized Lyrics) ( credits toย  FlyingCrispi)

๋งŒ์•ฝ์— ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ„๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค๊ฐ€๊ฐ„๋‹ค๋ฉด
manyage naega gandamyeon naega dagagandamyeon

๋„Œ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ฐํ• ๊นŒ ์šฉ๊ธฐ ๋‚ผ ์ˆ˜ ์—†๊ณ 
neon eotteoke saenggakhalkka yonggi nael su eopgo

๋งŒ์•ฝ์— ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ„๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๋– ๋‚˜๊ฐ„๋‹ค๋ฉด
manyage niga gandamyeon niga tteonagandamyeon

๋„ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋ณด๋‚ด์•ผํ• ์ง€ ์ž๊พธ ๊ฒ์ด ๋‚˜๋Š”๊ฑธ
neol eotteoke bonaeyahalji jakku geobi naneungeol

๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ฐ”๋ณด๊ฐ™์•„์„œ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ๋ฐ–์—๋งŒ ์—†๋Š”๊ฑด ์•„๋งˆ๋„
naega babogataseo barabol su bakkeman eomneungeon amado

์™ธ๋ฉด ํ• ์ง€๋„ ๋ชจ๋ฅผ ๋‹ˆ ๋งˆ์Œ๊ณผ ๋˜ ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋” ๋ฉ€์–ด์งˆ ์‚ฌ์ด๊ฐ€ ๋ ๊นŒ๋ด
oemyeon haljido moreul ni maeumgwa tto geuraeseo deo meoreojil saiga doelkkabwa

์ •๋ง ๋ฐ”๋ณด๊ฐ™์•„์„œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•œ๋‹คํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š”๊ฑด ์•„๋งˆ๋„
jeongmal babogataseo saranghandahaji motaneungeon amado

๋งŒ๋‚จ๋’ค์— ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์•„ํ””์— ์Šฌํ”ˆ ๋‚˜๋‚ ๋“ค์ด ๋‘๋ ค์›Œ์„œ์ธ๊ฐ€๋ด
mannamdwie gidarineun apeume seulpeun nanaldeuri duryeowoseoingabwa

๋งŒ์•ฝ์— ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ์˜จ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋‹ˆ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค๊ฐ€์˜จ๋‹ค๋ฉด
manyage niga ondamyeon niga dagaondamyeon

๋‚œ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ํ•ด์•ผ๋งŒ ํ• ์ง€ ์ •๋ง ์•Œ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š”๊ฑธ
nan eotteoke haeyaman halji jeongmal alsu eomneungeol

๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ฐ”๋ณด๊ฐ™์•„์„œ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ๋ฐ–์—๋งŒ ์—†๋Š”๊ฑด ์•„๋งˆ๋„
naega babogataseo barabol su bakkeman eomneungeon amado

์™ธ๋ฉด ํ• ์ง€๋„ ๋ชจ๋ฅผ ๋‹ˆ ๋งˆ์Œ๊ณผ ๋˜ ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋” ๋ฉ€์–ด์งˆ ์‚ฌ์ด๊ฐ€ ๋ ๊นŒ๋ด
oemyeon haljido moreul ni maeumgwa tto geuraeseo deo meoreojil saiga doelkkabwa

์ •๋ง ๋ฐ”๋ณด๊ฐ™์•„์„œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•œ๋‹คํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š”๊ฑด ์•„๋งˆ๋„
jeongmal babogataseo saranghandahaji motaneungeon amado

๋งŒ๋‚จ ๋’ค์— ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์•„ํ””์— ์Šฌํ”ˆ ๋‚˜๋‚ ๋“ค์ด ๋‘๋ ค์›Œ์„œ์ธ๊ฐ€๋ด
mannam dwie gidarineun apeume seulpeun nanaldeuri duryeowoseoingabwa

๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ฐ”๋ณด๊ฐ™์•„์„œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•œ๋‹คํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•˜๋Š”๊ฑด ์•„๋งˆ๋„
naega babogataseo saranghandahaji motaneungeon amado

๋งŒ๋‚จ ๋’ค์— ๊ธฐ๋‹ค๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์•„ํ””์— ์Šฌํ”ˆ ๋‚˜๋‚ ๋“ค์ด ๋‘๋ ค์›Œ์„œ์ธ๊ฐ€๋ด
mannam dwie gidarineun apeume seulpeun nanaldeuri duryeowoseoingabwa

โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”-

If I go, if I go closer to you
I wonder what you may think, I canโ€™t drum up the courage

If you go, if you go away from me
It is scary to figure out how to let you go

Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool,
is for fear that you may turn your face away, and
you and I may drift further apart

Perhaps, the reason I canโ€™t say โ€˜I love youโ€™, like a fool,
is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.

If you come, if you come closer to me
I really donโ€™t know what to do

Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool,
is for fear that you may turn your face away, and
you and I may drift further apart

Perhaps, the reason I canโ€™t say โ€˜I love youโ€™, like a fool,
is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.

Perhaps, the reason I canโ€™t say โ€˜I love youโ€™, like a fool,
is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.

translator: Dr Song

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์ด๋ฏผํ˜ธ.. ์ด๋ฏผํ˜ธ .. ์ด๋ฏผํ˜ธ

hohoh… ์ด๋ฏผํ˜ธ.. ์ด๋ฏผํ˜ธ .. ์ด๋ฏผํ˜ธ… Lee Min Ho.. .. I am watching “Personal Preferences” when i should be studing during my “free” time in office.. eheheh…

ouhoo.. so sweet… this is why i should not watch too much drama.. sighh…. then the “daydreaming” starts again… huhuhuh…. too much dream is not good :(.. especially when its some sort ofย  “impossible” one..

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Sighh

It’s not good to sigh.. It’s as if you are not grateful enough for what you have..

But I am tired.. huhuhu.. You came in the office and just as soon as you put your butt on the chair in front of the pc, your boss caleld you and asked on certain issue.. Haiiihhh.. Give me a break.. i need to catch the breath after walking from a far away car park.. hermm…

i don’t feel like working today.. When there are just too many issues to handle, you tend to drop and ignore all.

By the way… enough of this de-motivating issues.. Yesterday, we had a buka puasa session with the gurls.. ahahaha.. Makan nye tak banyak.. but we had a good laugh..

Isu berbangkit?? Kad undangan.. who’s next HAHAHA… pathetic? ehhehe.. no lah.. we just had a good laugh.. i don’t know why… but my life revolves around a group of single awesome gals who happen to be single still ahahah :P..talking about peer pressure, i would say not so much pressure yet cos all of us are still single and enjoying the single life.. (enjoy ke?) eehehe.. well maybe there are times where we might sigh together on the story of the running train that we keep on missing from time to time.. ahahaha (you know what i mean :p),ย  but hey as i said since all of us are basically on the almost similar level of “singilarity” (ahaha ade ke perkataan tuh? ), i can still breath easily and laughed together with them ehehhe..

So, why are these great women still single? ntah :p… for my side i would say i still can’t find the one that appreciate me who for i am.. (wah!) ke sebenarnye tade org nak kat kite?? this i agree every single day.. huhuhu.. or in a much “nice to hear version”, belum sampai jodoh Wahahaha.. (ok.. now i feel this post is getting sadder :p.. buekkk)

but hey.. i have great friends who in my point of view have good job,ย  good figure.. nice looks.. but why these ppl are still single? .. only Him knows what’s in store for us.. Hope it’s the best for all.. Amin.. ๐Ÿ™‚

P/s :ย  we basically cater the voice of teh restaurant last night ahahah… the other table was quite quiet and so we just mind our own business and make it like our own place eheheh :p..

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emptiness~~

DSC07884ouhhh…. have been opening the blog page for few days.. and yet no words came out.. wanted to share the journey to the 3 peaks in Acheh and Medan… :)… maybe later… this is the view from Burni Telong Peak….

ouh.. it’s so cold….so cold… but the view is~~~ MARVELOUS..~~.. beyond words :)… ouh.. u should see the pictures of happy couples who reached the peak together…. then u get a pang in the heart.. ahahaha :P… or maybe it’s just me.. :)…

tunggu lah.. bila rajin nk update… hope i won’t forget the journey detail..

~nitey….

p/s : do you believe that anyone could possibly like anyone without knowing about the person they like?

to me it’s nonsense.. what say you?
P7210897gambo tade kene mengena ngan p/s :P… gambo pinjam dr abg jusz… sbb ade nampak ku on the way nk naik puncak sinabung Sibayak.. ;).. guess which one is me? ahahha ๐Ÿ˜›

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A stroll~

dalja end

Actually nk wat entry ni dr 2 hr lepas.. tp 2 hr lepas connection sgt lah terukk.. smlm pon gitu2.. then ngantuk :p… bila sampai hr nih dh lupa ape nk tulis ahahah. so i think i’ll just write anything that crosses my mind now.

~monthly “visitor”, flu and not fully recovered knee are not the best companion for a jog in the park.. So last monday, i ended up walking in the park :P.well at least i did have some sweat ahahaha..

~so while walking few round in the park, i had some moment alone… erkkkss…..thinking this and that, the usual.. (no need to elaborate).. and then suddenly teringat… “some one is getting married” end of this month… urgghh.. why?? why that person get to move on earlier than you? ouh selfish question it seems… but i’m only human who have thoughts here and there…hermm.. let’s just say, everything happen for a reason.. wishing “that” person happiness ahead..

~ after walking session, fetched my sis, met yani for “chicken chop” dinner.. (ade ke org tuh tiba2 nk ciken cop :P… tape layankan aje ehheehh :p)

~then… yesterday met sahab for zanmai session.. thank you cik lindeq.. kesian ku yg pokai eheheh.. pestaim ku makan itu salmon.. (mind you , am not a fan of sushi…the only few that i dare to try were crabmeat and eggs.. ahaha).. but yesterday sudah try salmon.. ermss.. not bad :P..

~cik yan yg bz je sentiasa (bila dia tak kuar date :p), tk pat join zanmai session.. so being a “good” friend, i said, once you finish work, if you think you wanna have dinner, come and join us, we will have coffee and you can eat :P..that is not the main story here… eheheh.. so after dinner, sahab and i went to the babies corner to find some “pressie” for my friend newbown..(haiih skang musim newborn aa plak)..while in jusco, yani called saying she will be there in about 5 minutes top.. so i said meet me in Jusco..

~masih tak sampai, we decided to go to the ladies and said,, meet me near the “optical shop” near jusco entrance.. masih tidak sampai.. called again..

“anda di mana?”
ToysRus

“ouh, itu entrance jusco satu lagik.come to the other entrance”

~masih tidak sampai.. ku call lagik

“herm.. anda di mana?”
Teddy tales
“erk.. ade teddy tales ke kat level 2?”
ade nih…
“erk,.. mana ade teddy tales..tape.. toysRus tak jauh kan? you wait for me there.. ku datang sekejap”

~Depan ToysRus..

“mana anda??”
Depan ToysRus laa..
“erk.. tade pon… japppppp… soklan… anda di mana???? anda g jusco mana nih??”
midvalley kan??

“oh my godd… we are in one utama lah.. patut ku rasa musykil je nape tak nampak org yg menunggu depan ToysRus”

begitulah sedikit sebanyak kisah lawak di mlm hr ahahahhhaa ๐Ÿ˜›

Ended up, cik yan kuar the gardens parking and joined us in One U aahahaha… Lepak Old Asia.. nyam nyamm dap soupp…

Tgh Yani menikmati kuetiau sup sedap, the fire alarm made the special appearance… but everyone else seems relax, only us yg macam “eh eh, fire drill ke?”

Hampir2 cik yan nk lari kuar bawak bowl kuetiau sup aahahahah ๐Ÿ˜› (you can imagine? :p)

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enough stories for the whole week HAHAHAHA..

p/s

: I may not seem how i may seem..
: Working hard to be happy is sometimes tiring ๐Ÿ˜›
: SO close…. yet so far!… sigh~~~~

Lupa… gambar atas adalah sekadar hiasan :p..
what i like about walking in the park~~ I Like it when I see elder couples walking together in the park…. ( I wish there will be my significant other who will stay sweet and lovely till the end of time… ~~)

nuff said.. nite… huhu

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